Okay what is it with me lately?
For some reason I am having trouble with comforting myself with food.
|These are so delicious & gluten free (score!) Unfortunately they are not calorie free..bummer.|
|So as you can see these were my particular "poisons" this evening|
Let's be honest, this is an on going problem.
How can it be fixed?
I have been dieting practically my whole life, and sometimes I just get so burnt out. I just want to be in a healthy weight range. I want to be able to feel comfortable with my midsection.
I am sick of love handles! And for some reason even when I am losing a pound a week I get discouraged. I start to feel as though I will never hit my goal weight.
Like it is never going to happen.
(even though I am losing weekly)
So what do I do? Binge eat.
Right now as I sit here typing I feel so discouraged.
I ate junk food to fill some sort of void i've been feeling lately.
I gave in to what is most comfortable.
Seriously, what do I do? How can this be fixed!
On another note I have been seriously considering doing the HCG diet. I know several people who have completed it with awesome (and lasting) results. Some people have problems with gaining it all back and then some after. But I think they're problem is that they never learned how to properly eat. I have that foundation. I know how to be healthy, and how do get in shape.
The problem is getting motivated to go out and excersize when you feel like the ugliest person in the world.
Going out in public I feel so uncomfortable..
And heaven forbid if I were to see someone I know while out.
I've gained 25 pounds since I have seen most of them.
Has anyone else out there tried the HCG diet? If so, which route did you take? The injection, pill, drops?? How did you like it?
Okay enough of this droned out depressing post and on to a lighter note!
Friday was my Papa's birthday! He was out of town for the celebration, but I just wanted to do a shout out to him. & thank him for everything he has done for me & my husband. I am so grateful for him.
Happy Birthday Dad!
Oh and as promised here are some pictures of my new hair!
These pictures don't really make it look all that different but it is darker with a violet tint.
I am quite pleased with it:)
Oh NO. I just realized that I have to go to Weight Watchers tomorrow.
I don't think I can handle a weigh in right now.
I hope everyone has a glorious Monday, filled with love.
Sorry about the gloomy post!